Sad T_T

             Today, I just came back from program Titas (Lawatan Ke Rumah Ehsan Kuala Kubu Bharu). I went there for three days and I cried for three days also.I really felt very sad when see they at there. They have no relative and live alone at there. 
             When I talk to them,I can felt that they really thought me as their child. What they need were only our love. They were very friendly to me,they gave me water to drink some sweets and biscuits. I help them to bath,give them eat and help to clean up their places.I really can learnt many from them. For Aunt Salmah,I want to said that I love u ❤

学习。。。

        最近，我一直在学习如何忘记寂寞，如何不想家，如何放松自己，如何不去想有的没的。。。功课越来越多，烦恼越来越多，朋友一个比一个虚伪（当然也有几个是真心的），活动越来越多，压力也越来越大，离考试还有三个星期而已，到现在却还没开始复习。。。
       有时寂寞时就一个人哭，哭完了，就自己振作起来；跌倒了，就自己爬起来。。。我不断告诉自己，“在这里只有自己靠自己，没有人会为了我而停下脚步来”。俗语说：“在家靠父母，在外靠朋友”，以前在学校真的觉得这句话说得很很对，可是在这里只能靠自己。。。我真的不喜欢这里的人事关系。。。

最近。。。

        不知为何最近的我那么爱哭，常常会为了小小的事情而哭。。。常常一个人在房里，想着想着就哭了。。。
        最近的心情也很差，每天都得熬夜，功课多到喘不过气了。。。