Sad T_T

Yesterday my presentation was soooooo terrible....All my group member was present very well,except me....I dunno why, everytime i present i will scare and cannot present well....Maybe it was my own problem,i had try many ways to overcome my problem but it didn't work at all....Maybe my group members was too excellent, everytime i present i will felt stress....I think that maybe i was less of confident....

Today,i had see my marks of listening and speaking....The marks is very very very terrible....This is the first time i fell so stress when i see all my marks....For me,my marks is very very very low....All my frenz marks are higher than me,am me not hardworking or am i really stupid?When i see my marks,i fell very very sad....Maybe my frenz all think that that is nothing but i really feel want to cry...I know i cannot cry in front of them,maybe i can just cry alone in my room and no people will know about it....